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I had recently been told by a doctor I suffer from anxiety and just started today my medicine he gave me but I don't know how to handle this I cry and shake to the point I can't stop! I feel like I am losing my mind and going mad. I don't let my kids out of my sight when they are together and I feel like I am going mad. No I have no family capable of taking him in and scared of that too cause of the supervision he needs around other children now. But what else can we do? Social Services has been ordered by the court to investagate but that has been two weeks ago and we have heard nothing and they won't remove him.
Now in the courtroom they had us sit with him on his side of the court room even though she was the victim like we are supporting him! I know I have to because he has to have a parent since he is a minor but my daughter and husband too! In order to feel safe and not have to sleep in between their rooms at nite we have resorted to locking him in his room which I also hate because even though he has been instructed that in the case of a fire break out a window and climb out I know it's not safe for him. I can't believe this is happening and I don't know how to feel. I love him but I hate him for what he did and no that is not a mistake on words I hate what he did but I truly hate him too! I feel quilty for that but I can't help myself my daughter isn't old enough to understand what he was asking her (or had her) to do so she isn't affected right now but she is old enough to remember what happened when she does one day understand and being molested myself I know what road lies ahead for her. It didn't cross my mind that this would happen they are brother and sister! And I also am having problems with my feelings toward my son. The judge was saying the same thing as we were Why has no one removed this child from the household? So he is now having social services investagate US! I am so scared that he will have all my children removed from my house because of this fiquring I should have never allowed them to be alone in the same room together. Well now it is in court and we are just at the beginning of the preseeding (sp?). This is what got the interview with the with him and the Sheriff. So I asked the DA if we had to wait for him to kill us in our sleep for anyone to help us, because if he gets away with this too then what will he be capable of and I really believed that. This didn't sit well with me so I told the DA the other problems we were having with my son (anger issues (stabbing his new bedroom suite with a knife is the worst of it), total rebellion against authority school and home, and just the overall attitude of you can't make me do anything ( and I really at this point feel that we can't), stealing and lying daily ). They said that it was probably an isolated incident and he probably wouldn't do it again. (By the way from the info I got they were in his room playing video games when my oldest daughter had started messing with his stuff and he kicked her out leaving my youngest and him in his room) Well everyone wanted to leave it alone social services wouldn't investagate because they said since he wasn't a care giver that it wasn't their problem, the sheriff and DA didn't even want to question him though they were the ones to escort myself and my daughter to get her interviewed. He told the sheriff that he heard some kids on the bus talking about it and he wanted to know what it felt like to have that done. My son at first denied it but when he was interviewed by the sheriff (which took alot of persuation by me for them to do this) he finally admitted to just asking her saying that she said no at the last minute and it was left at that. I took all of the necessary steps I called the police, social services, and my daughter was interviewed by a therapist ( I don't know what was said by her the interview was closed to me just the deputy sheriff and the therapist at this point know what exactly happened and it was not taped either). My daughter has told me that she actually did put "it" in her mouth. I have recently found out that my son had tried ( or so he said ) to get my youngest daughter to perform oral sex on him. I am a mother with three children one boy and two girls (the girls are way younger than my son) who was molested as a teenager by my mother's boyfriend ( this info needed for insight on how I feel the way I do ).
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